The First Night

My fingers clutched at his dark, curly wisps of hair, my eyes closed in a hypnotic trance, my lips pursed together. I lay there, silently, with him mounted on top of me. Occasionally, I will myself to let out a seductive moan of encouragement.

Not that he needed any. He was in the throes of pleasure – riding me, grabbing me, pounding into me. His weight crushing my ribs, his mouth ravaging mine like a savage animal tearing through its prey. His smoky breath assaulted my nostrils, making it difficult to breathe. He bit into my right nipple as he pinched the other one making me writhe in pain. A single tear made its way out of one eye and rolled off my cheek. I led him into believing I was enjoying it. The sooner he climaxes the sooner this finishes, I thought!

He thrust back and forth, and continued to lunge, grunting and moaning as pleasure racked his body. Shortly after, I felt him go limp and then roll off of me. Gasping with pain and relief, I propped myself up searching for the clothes he had earlier ripped off of me and tossed aside. I lifted myself up and walked over to pick up my half-torn shirt.

Wiping my tears, I gathered my clothes and did my hair, pretending nothing had happened.

Casually, I picked up the money he had left for me on the bedside table and made a call to my agent.

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  • dvaal
    Posted at 16:50h, 05 May Reply

    Powerful picture you’ve created. Painful to read.

  • mandibelle16
    Posted at 17:08h, 05 May Reply

    Powerful story and as a woman, I felt disturbed. I could relate to the beginning in someways. But your lines at the end are the twist. She is getting paid to have this done to her. Makes me sad, anywhere any other time we’d call it rape.

    • Wandering Soul
      Posted at 17:10h, 05 May Reply

      Exactly! I was so nervous posting this, Mandi. Am so glad it had the desired effect. Thank you so much. Means a lot.

  • Akaluv
    Posted at 17:23h, 05 May Reply

    I liked your descriptions and the emotions here. It was really good. I’m looking forward to reading your other works.

    • Wandering Soul
      Posted at 17:31h, 05 May Reply

      Thank you so much. That’s so encouraging. Eagerly await your feedback on the previously published works. 😉 Headed your way now 🙂

      • Akaluv
        Posted at 17:35h, 05 May Reply

        You are very welcome! I’m currently in the process of writing two books, so I love reading stories.

        • Wandering Soul
          Posted at 17:37h, 05 May Reply

          I’m reading that bit now. CoT looks interesting. All the best for your books. I’m in the middle of my first WIP. Have graduated from thinking about writing to actually writing. 😀

          • Akaluv
            Posted at 17:46h, 05 May

            Thank you 🙂 I need to get back into writing. I’ve been plotting out my stories and now I have to actually write again lol COT is interesting if you want to read a merman romance 🙂 Thanks for checking out my blog.

  • Dr Meg Sorick
    Posted at 17:37h, 05 May Reply

    Oh my goodness, little sister! What a painful subject to adddress! Very well done. You painted a very clear, albeit heartbreaking picture of what was happening to your character. Great writing, difficult writing!

  • MindandLifeMatters
    Posted at 20:26h, 05 May Reply

    Powerful description, the twist at the end was mind blowing! Kudos to you for writing this very difficult subject and writing it so well! 🙂

    • Wandering Soul
      Posted at 03:40h, 06 May Reply

      Thank you! For your help in making it better too . 🙂

      • MindandLifeMatters
        Posted at 03:47h, 06 May Reply

        Nahhhh, no thank you between sisters….! You are a good writer! 🙂

  • timelesswheel
    Posted at 08:51h, 06 May Reply

    Heart-wrenching. You are a good story teller.

  • sassandsauce
    Posted at 11:01h, 06 May Reply

    The title and the first line – I was anticipating a sexy erotic little snippet.
    Next couple of lines – I thought it’s an abusive husband/ marital rape.
    Nothing prepared me for the end.
    Dude you killed it! I actually cringed, I felt so bad for the woman 🙁 Awesome piece of work..

    • Wandering Soul
      Posted at 11:04h, 06 May Reply

      YIPPEEEEEE!!!!!!!! Thank you, Ms. Sassy. Appreciate the detailed feedback. That’s exactly the effect I wanted. So thrilled it came across exactly like that. Thank you! Thank you!

  • Sonali Mukherjee
    Posted at 14:34h, 06 May Reply

    The picture was so vivid and heartbreaking. My heart goes out to the poor woman who is violated just for the scraps of fancy paper that seem to run our world.

    • Wandering Soul
      Posted at 14:40h, 06 May Reply

      Thank you, Sonali! I’m glad it had the desired effect. That’s really encouraging, especially coming from an amazing story teller as you 🙂

  • Clueless Birdie
    Posted at 17:40h, 06 May Reply

    It is so discriptive , I can imagine each word . Powerful but sad. Very well written Piyusha 😀

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  • Ruchi Singh (@RuchiWriter)
    Posted at 06:34h, 07 May Reply

    Beautifully written. Invoked the right emotions – grief and pity

    • Wandering Soul
      Posted at 07:08h, 07 May Reply

      Thank you so much. Also, for commenting and for visiting, Ruchi!

  • stuartaken
    Posted at 07:08h, 07 May Reply

    Cleverly constructed to arouse empathy and produce shock for the reader. This is good writing. Keep at it; talent like this should be nurtured.

    • Wandering Soul
      Posted at 07:10h, 07 May Reply

      Thank you so much, Sir! Really appreciate your visit and feedback. 🙂

    • xaranahara
      Posted at 18:41h, 14 May Reply

      Agreed. She writes better than most Americans, that’s for sure.

      • Wandering Soul
        Posted at 18:46h, 14 May Reply

        hahaha! Thank you, that’s a big big BIG compliment for an Indian!

  • devikafernando
    Posted at 07:40h, 07 May Reply

    My goodness, that was intense. You’ve done a great job with this. The use of a lot of descriptive words, visual as well as audial, is good. Made me feel her misery and think it’s real.

    • Wandering Soul
      Posted at 07:57h, 07 May Reply

      Thank you, Devika 🙂 Your comment made my day. 🙂

  • Anand
    Posted at 07:45h, 09 May Reply

    You paint powerful pictures with your words, Piyusha. It was a moving story.

  • xaranahara
    Posted at 18:40h, 14 May Reply

    Time for that woman to get a different job. Great story, great twist, and great insight into reality. That man would not want to fuck me. I would get him right back. I would teach his ass a few things.

    • Wandering Soul
      Posted at 18:48h, 14 May Reply

      Pity she didn’t have you teaching her a few things. 😀 Thanks so much! 🙂 🙂

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